I'm just trying to hang on
October 23, 2008 § 2 Comments
I don’t know if it is because the meds haven’t taken their full effect or if it is just that this has been such a long time coming, but I am doing my best to keep it together for the sake of marriage and my children. It is just so hard to put on my “game face” and act like nothing is wrong, when in fact everything feels wrong. I can’t tell you how much I hate feeling like this. I feel like nothing is ever going to get better. I feel fundamentally broken. I feel like my hubby doesn’t understand and it breaks my heart and I am sure his, that I can’t talk to him about all of this crap that I am feeling.
This has just been a horrible week. The kind that you just don’t want to remember.
I really appreciate everyone’s kind words and support.